Innocence lost

What did I do?

Was I bad?

I feel so ashamed,

but yet, I'm mad.

Wanting your love,

hating you as well,

after all these years,

I'm still scared to tell.

What did you take,

that I need back so bad?

My life's been destroyed,

first by you, then by me.

Wanting to destroy you,

wanting to be free.

Oh, thought I was fine,

then one day went left.

Things being done,

weren't the best.

Surviving this life is the test.

Now that it's over,

'cause I'm stuck in a cage.

I feel sorry for you,

'cause the way you behaved.

I understand some reasons,

for what was done.

It didn't start with you,

but life stopped this run.

My rage took control,

and now it's gone.

Tho', confusion’s still there,

what went wrong.

Write to me:

Norman Wayne Whillote C29683

310-2-61L Po Box 9

Avenal, CA 93204

USA